I've always loved children. I like to play and be silly. I love to teach them new things. I love that soon their parents will be coming to pick them up.
I remember those first few days and first few weeks with my newborn son. The days seemed like they would never end. He was a good baby. It was me, it wasn't him. I'm an only child and used to the world revolving around me. I wasn't spoiled. My mom was a single Mom and we had just what we needed, but I wasn't used to having to spend every minute concerned about someone else's needs. Everyday was about breastfeeding, playing, changing diapers, taking a walk outside. I could barely do anything else. No time for showers, peeing, eating and certainly no sleep. It is true that as the days pass you fall more and more in love with your child. This is a mechanism designed by God to ensure that we don't kill our young like other species do. Everyday I looked into his eyes I loved him more and more but for those first few days; Day turned into night and night into day. I just kept going as if somehow I knew that soon his parents would come and pick him up.
This Blog is designed to help Moms like me laugh at themselves and not feel guilty about not being the "mommy type". I didn't dream of holding, feeding or changing a baby. I never dreamed of staying home and being the perfect Mom. I dreamed of working hard to have enough money to adopt and hire a Nanny. Now I'm in love with my son, and everyday is a new hilarious adventure.
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Thursday, August 6, 2009
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